waiting for the wizarding world is so hard right about now
01.08.12
/22:09
01.08.12
/22:05
I’m just freaking out because I want to go abroad for university next year so badly, but I’m so worried that I won’t be accepted to the program. I know they accept something like 100 people, but I don’t know how many apply and I don’t have the best GPA in the world because my first semester grades sucked. I’m literally dying a little more inside every day. Some days are ok: I wake up and think, “I’ve got this. I’m sure I’ll get in.” Then other times, like now, I can only think about how inadequate I am and how much of a loser I am and how they are probably laughing at my application. I hate this waiting game. I want this more than I can even say. I feel like such a large part of my self-esteem and hope for the future is relying on this. If I’m not accepted, I don’t know how in the world I will keep moving forward.
~ crazy room mate screamed out at random
